Thank God its Friday! :)

Morning peeps! Its Friday. Last night I've quarrel with my hubby and this morning he did not even greet me "good morning" like he did normally. He just talked to me "I'm going" that's it. Feel so sad and feel so guilty about what I said to him last night. I'm not purposely want to say it but maybe it just me being jealousy.I learn my lesson and I don't want to do it again..It will hurt both of us.Okay enough with this problem, today is our cell group meeting. Its been 2 week I have not seen my sisters and brothers in Christ, missing them so much. This morning I woke up my stomach pain and until now..Hmm, make me worried. I've taken my gastric medicine but still no effect. Food poisoning? and I'm so sleepy as well cause last night it was really hot and I cannot sleep well.






I took this picture when I'm about to go to work.
Happy Friday everyone! :)

Holiday Mood

Yeah! Its Holiday month. Happy Harvest Festival to all native in Sabah. This is the month where all the beautiful and gorgeous lady to join the beauty pageant also call as Unduk Ngadau. I've been joining this so call unduk ngadau since my age 17 years old until 23. It was a good experience whereby I can get to know a new friends. Its not easy to be on stage to give you best and sweet smile for 1/2 hour and it is not easy to stand in front of hundred audience. Hmm, I'm thinking of going for travel this coming 30/5 - 2/6/2012 but dunno where to go. Its kinda bored in KK. I miss flying. Last time I'm flying was on my honeymoon to Penang. It was awesome! I like that place. I'm thinking going to Pulau 3. I like beach so much. Clear blue water, green view, coral, etc. Aww, I miss it. Who care about sunburn, the important things is I enjoy it. Next I want to go to Koh Phi Phi Island at Thailand. OMG! I fall in love with the beach and its kinda very unique island. You can see from the photo -------->

Best Friends Forever :)

Having strong friendships can get you through a lot of tough times. When you are feeling down, your friends can make all the difference in the world. They cheer you up and help you regain your positive perspective on life. Friends also give you support when you try something new.

Having a special friend (or group of friends) is extremely important. It doesn't matter if you are a teenager, a college student, a young adult or a parent with children. Friends mean a lot no matter what age you are.The people who make up Best Friends Forever include adults and teens. You will get the best advice provided by people who really care.

the time has come! :)

Wow! 3rd March 2012 time flies so fast...Now, the time has come..MY WEDDING DAY! so, excited, nervous, scared, happy all in me now. I can't believe the person that i hated most now become my hubby..hahaha, my friend told me don't simple hated people especially guy, or else you will end up marrying him..it's a curse! LOLs, I laugh when I heard this statement but its true now its happened to me. But knowing him is a biggest treasure that I ever received from God. I love him so much. Sometimes, I laugh to my self what we have been through this past 3 years. There is sweetness and bitterness in it but we still hold to one another. Now, I'm officially become Mrs. Chin and a wife lor, bye bye to "Ms" say hi hi to "Mrs". I'm so happy. Thank you my hubby for everything! :)

Turn back the time...

Today my boss told me that the company going to confirmed me. I dunno what to say because I'm planning to resign from this company soon after I get offer from other company. And today also my boss shared with me something that really open my eyes. I dunno I'm that kind of person. I have shared with her my problem in this company regarding my relationship with other colleague. She told me that sometimes it is not about the person that they don't want to get along with you but it is come from my self. For the pass 5 months, she notice that I'm aware about people around me. Sometimes, I notice there is customer waiting outside and I still sitting there like no one outside. Maybe last time you make mistake but you can say sorry to them and don't repeat the mistake again. I should be more aware next time. Be alert with my surroundings. Make effort to reach people because people won't come and to reach to you. I must go and start a small conversation then slowly things will change. Maybe at for the pass 5 months they see as unfriendly and unhelpful person. She told me that I should build my self-confidence as well. Sometimes, she noticed me I don't have confidence to talk to people and even to transfer the phone call to people. I seems like scared. After heard this from my boss, I feel very sad because all the problem happened start from my self. I was the one who started it. But after all, if they still don't like you, you still cannot do anything because you cannot make the whole world to like you. It was encouraging. So, blessed I have her as my boss. Someone, that really I can talk with.

Happy New Year 2012!

Huh! time flies so fast..now I'm in the year of 2012..On the 1st January 2012 our CG went to Kundasang. It was a great trip. I have a great time with my brother and sister in Christ. they are great and sweet people. this trip we purposely do for our brother Henry, because He going to migrate to Melbourne, Australia. He have been with us for the pass 2 years. I feel so sad because we're gonna lose another member in our CG but still we have to moved on. 1 night in Kundasang give us sweet memory and some bad memory. When we reach at kundasang it was raining and very cold. Until all the sister wearing their own cardigan, long pant and socks as well. We are so worried how are we going to bath? That night we have our BBQ night, hot soup that make our body warm, drink milo and a lot of games. We all laugh together. We have a great night. I'm going to miss all my sisters and brothers.. :-)

I dont belong here...

I have been working here almost 5 months but I still can't get along with my own collegue. Sometimes, the way they talk very sarcastic. I know maybe its my fault I forget to tell her to return call her boss. I didn't mean it. Takkan about that pun until now masih sakit hati. I hate working here. Until now I still feel like I'm a stranger here. They all are so pathetic! I hate them! I don't want to work here already..O God please help me. I just wish there is another open job for me. I feel like I don't belong to this company. I can't stand here anymore. :-(