Today my boss told me that the company going to confirmed me. I dunno what to say because I'm planning to resign from this company soon after I get offer from other company. And today also my boss shared with me something that really open my eyes. I dunno I'm that kind of person. I have shared with her my problem in this company regarding my relationship with other colleague. She told me that sometimes it is not about the person that they don't want to get along with you but it is come from my self. For the pass 5 months, she notice that I'm aware about people around me. Sometimes, I notice there is customer waiting outside and I still sitting there like no one outside. Maybe last time you make mistake but you can say sorry to them and don't repeat the mistake again. I should be more aware next time. Be alert with my surroundings. Make effort to reach people because people won't come and to reach to you. I must go and start a small conversation then slowly things will change. Maybe at for the pass 5 months they see as unfriendly and unhelpful person. She told me that I should build my self-confidence as well. Sometimes, she noticed me I don't have confidence to talk to people and even to transfer the phone call to people. I seems like scared. After heard this from my boss, I feel very sad because all the problem happened start from my self. I was the one who started it. But after all, if they still don't like you, you still cannot do anything because you cannot make the whole world to like you. It was encouraging. So, blessed I have her as my boss. Someone, that really I can talk with.
